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                  Chapter Four: A
                   Cup Of Fecundity 
                   
                 Miriam was 
                 having trouble with the carrots. Specifically, there weren't any. 
                 "Dorcas! Where's the carrots?" Normally, if Miriam wanted 
                 something, she'd get Alexi - Alexi not only seemed to know where 
                 everything was, he could also find a way to get whatever she needed. 
                 But Alexi wasn't available; Dr. Pastern had pulled him from the 
                 dinner shift to help one of the newfoals. Now Miriam had to rely on 
                 Dorcas, and Dorcas didn't know sugar from shit. Or salt, come to 
                 think of it. 
                 "What,
                  Ms. Harshaw? Dorcas was young, but not so young she should be such 
                 crap in the kitchen. 
                 "CARROTS!
                  I need the carrots. Where? Find!" Newfoals griped if 
                 they didn't get their carrots. Apparently carrots tasted sweet and 
                 spicy to pony mouths, and newfoals couldn't get enough of the damn 
                 things. Dorcas ran off, terrified, again. Miriam didn't mean 
                 to frighten the mousey little girl, but dinner was approaching, and 
                 the 'animals' would be restless. 
                 Miriam 
                 continued prepping the ryegrass and fescue. At least it looked like 
                 ryegrass and fescue. Over the last six months, Miriam had become far 
                 too familiar with far too many kinds of fodder. 'Hay' was such a 
                 simple word for such a wide variety of plants. Even so, some 
                 shipments were difficult to perfectly identify; Bureau Supply 
                 struggled constantly to keep the clinics in sufficient pony food. 
                 The ponies 
                 could eat nanorestructured food products, but artificial food tended 
                 to give them indigestion and made them horrifically flatulent. 
                 Natural food eliminated this problem, and it was a problem. The Earth 
                 was already low on oxygen as it was, the global level having fallen 
                 to 15% on average - pony methane left everyone dizzy in short order. 
                 Some Bureaus had air recyclers that upped the level of oxygen, but 
                 there often weren't enough recyclers to go around. Only the first 20 
                 clinics in the San Fransisco Bureau had recyclers, for the rest, like 
                 clinic 042, it was actually cheaper to ship in real food. 
                 The hay, 
                 carrots, and other ingredients were grown in huge hydroponic gardens. 
                 These had been set up after it became clear that Equestria couldn't 
                 be destroyed, and ponification had been grudgingly accepted as the 
                 only means to survival. Some produce was shipped in from across the 
                 Barrier; this was the most coveted of all. In order to keep the 
                 Bureaus from fighting over the superior, imported produce, much of it 
                 was randomly mixed in with the hydroponic material. 
                 Miriam 
                 pinched and rolled some of the 'fescue' between her fingers. It did 
                 smell particularly rich and green. She nibbled a bit of one of the 
                 tufts. It was very soft, and had an especially fresh and green taste. 
                 The color was remarkably strong. It was possible that this was hay 
                 from Equestria. If so, she could expect compliments later, from the 
                 newfoals. She liked nights where she got compliments. Being head cook 
                 was often a thankless job. 
                 Dorcas had 
                 returned with some white roots dangling in a bunch. Miriam just 
                 stared. The hell? "CARROTS! they're ORANGE for 
                 chrissakes! JESUS, Dorcas!" It was clear that Miriam 
                 would have to find the carrots herself. "Finish prepping the 
                 fodder. I'll find the carrots." Miriam took the daikon 
                 from Dorcas, and headed back to storage. It was going to be one of those nights. 
                   
                   
                 Sharon was 
                 crying. She lay on her cot, huge sobs wracking her young body. How 
                 could he have left? She had trusted him. He said he loved her! But he 
                 just ran out. He had run out on her! "Damn you Tyler! Damn you! Damn
                  you to hell!" 
                 She had 
                 met Tyler on her way to the bureau, four months ago. The two had 
                 traveled together as part of a caravan making its way from the 
                 midwestern zones to the West Coast. Like many, they couldn't afford 
                 to ride the maglevs or take a transport, so they had joined a jitney caravan. 
                 The small, 
                 often homemade vehicles ran on whatever was available. They could use 
                 alcohol, when it could be made, or sunlight. The perpetual smog layer 
                 made sunlight a slow prospect; often several days of charging would 
                 be required just to ride for one day of travel. Alcohol stills on the 
                 ramshackle buses could be used to produce fuel, but only if suitable 
                 organic matter could be found. Food was rationed, of course, and 
                 going hungry in order to power the caravan was a highly contested 
                 subject. Especially when the price to ride in the caravan essentially 
                 amounted to 'all worldly possessions'. 
                 The Jitney 
                 caravans were a special breed, profiteers at the end of the world. 
                 What they expected to do with all the wealth they took as trade for 
                 transportation was unknown. What was the point? Some said the 
                 caravans provided resources to secret groups building underground 
                 bases. Some said the Human Liberation Front imagined they might 
                 survive the expansion of Equestria in such places. Others just 
                 figured that human nature was what it was: stupidly greedy, right up 
                 to the last breath. Whatever the caravan drivers wanted with the 
                 wealth of the riders, at least they did ultimately ferry them 
                 to the Conversion Bureaus. 
                 The 
                 caravan had been stuck for a week just outside of the Salt Lake City 
                 Crater, safely beyond the radiation zone, once again out of energy. 
                 The drivers had been using small electric bikes to bring in boxes of 
                 supplies, including worldcorp rations. The usual arguments about 
                 hunger versus fuel had divided the caravan. They were just waiting 
                 for a break in the ashfall, enough to power up the batteries in the 
                 jitneys. That was when Sharon had finally embraced Tyler as her lover. 
                 Tyler was 
                 much older than her, and so mature. She liked that about him. He 
                 always knew just what to say, he was so gentle and caring, and he 
                 made her feel safe, and protected. After all, as much as she hated to 
                 admit it, being sixteen made her a target, and Tyler was her Robocop. 
                 He was her Terminator of love. 
                 She was 
                 glad she had run away from her parents. They were stupid, like all 
                 parents, but hers were especially dumb. They wanted to 'wait and see' 
                 what happened with Equestria - somehow they thought that Jesus 
                 would come back and fix everything. She was tired of the megachurch, 
                 and she was tired of their ignorance. Equestria was the best thing 
                 ever, couldn't they see that? A land of frigging magical ponies! You 
                 couldn't even SEE a horse anymore, except at the zoo, and going to 
                 the zoo cost more than daddy made in a year. But Equestria - it was right
                  there! And it had a Princess, two Princesses in fact, and 
                 they were friggin' ponies as well! It was beyond awesome. 
                 And there 
                 was no doubt the world government wanted everyone to go to 
                 Equestria. Sharon had argued that point over and over - the Bureaus 
                 had been set up by the government itself! Because they knew the world 
                 would end! There was no point in waiting! But her parents were just 
                 stupid. They were just hopeless. 
                 When 
                 Sharon had realized that, really realized that, she became 
                 angry. He parents were trying to kill her. They would keep praying to 
                 Jesus until it was too late, and they would all die like the evil 
                 people who missed the Ark. Equestria was the new Ark. That much was 
                 clear. It was a new ark for ponies! It was heaven right 
                 there, out in the ocean, and her parents were too stupid to see it. 
                 So one 
                 night, she left. It was easy. There was certainly no shortage of 
                 direction on where to go. She figured she'd head to the San Francisco 
                 Bureau, because she'd always wanted to see the ocean. She didn't 
                 think it could be as completely dead as everyone said, and even if it 
                 wasn't, she still wanted to see it. Water to the horizon! That was a 
                 pretty amazing thing. 
                 Besides, 
                 San Francisco had one of the biggest Bureaus, and it was that much 
                 closer to Equestria. She wanted to get to Equestria as fast as she 
                 could. Who wouldn't? It was a magical pony-land, duh! 
                 Tyler 
                 loved her. She could see them together, afterward. He would become a 
                 big, handsome stallion, and they would have a beautiful wedding with 
                 real flowers and the Princesses doing the ceremony and everything! It 
                 was like a wonderful dream, only it was real! 
                 But now, 
                 all of that had fallen apart. Tyler had left her. He had run right 
                 out of the Bureau, or so Nate had said, sometime around ten. They had 
                 a big argument, and he just left. But she didn't think he 
                 would really leave. Sharon thought that he had just left to cool 
                 down. But then Nate said that he had run away entirely. How could he 
                 do this? Especially when she was carrying his child? 
                 That is 
                 what started the argument. She had been feeling strange again, and 
                 had asked the PA, Lynn, to check her out. She was 12 weeks pregnant, 
                 and at first she was so happy. Tyler and her would be a family in 
                 Equestria. She could picture a little boy running around, and she 
                 would give him rides on her back. But then Lynn had explained that 
                 after Conversion, her baby would be born a foal. Conversion changed a 
                 pregnant woman into a pregnant mare, and the child would be 
                 Equestrian too. 
                 And this 
                 was a problem for her. Her baby didn't get a choice. He would be a 
                 colt from birth. He wouldn't even know what it was like to be human. 
                 She wasn't sure he would even have a soul, because of that. 
                 Being a pony was cool, but she had been born human, so she knew she 
                 had a soul. But what about a baby born as a pony from the start? That 
                 was different. 
                 Sharon was 
                 so confused. Everything had made sense, when Tyler was there. She 
                 relied on him to tell her what they should do next. Tyler always had 
                 an answer. Tyler... oh, god how she missed him. Damn him! She needed 
                 him. He should be here! 
                 How could 
                 she go to Equestria now? How could she be a pony now? They didn't 
                 even have churches in Equestria, how would she get her baby 
                 baptized? What did they even believe there? Equestria seemed 
                 strange to her now, and she realized how little she actually knew 
                 about it. How did she end up here? Sharon began to cry again. She 
                 couldn't stop - everything had gone totally wrong! 
                 When the 
                 announcement came over the loudspeaker, it wasn't Alexi. It was Lynn, 
                 for some reason. 'Sharon Marcella, please report to the Conversion Room' 
                 - only she couldn't. Not now. She didn't know what to do. How 
                 could she survive as a pony without Tyler? How could she choose her 
                 baby's future like that? Why did Tyler leave? Nothing made sense anymore. 
                 "Sharon?
                  it's four. It's your turn..." It was Lynn. "What's the 
                 matter?" Sharon was crying and Lynn tried to comfort her, and it 
                 was some time before she could even start to tell Lynn about what had 
                 happened. Sharon wept as she cursed Tyler for leaving her. She didn't 
                 know what she should do, or whether she should go through with 
                 Conversion, or what she should do in any case. She told Lynn at great 
                 length about her fears, about her family, her beliefs, about her fear 
                 that her baby wouldn't have a soul if it was born a pony, how she thought 
                 you could choose to be a pony or a human at will in Equestria, how 
                 everything was completely wrong now. 
                 "I 
                 can't go back to my parents, they'd never understand! They'd 
                 totally shun me, and there's nobody else! I don't know what to do!"
                  Sharon was surprised at how she could cry for so long. She felt like 
                 she had infinite tears or something. 
                 Eventually,
                  nearly an hour later, Lynn had the girl sufficiently calmed down 
                 that at least she wasn't facing a wall of histrionics. "Listen, 
                 Sharon, you don't have to Convert today, alright? Nobody is forcing 
                 you, it's always been your choice, OK?" 
                 "But 
                 I want to do it - only I don't want to do it! I don't 
                 know what I should do! But if I don't then what? I can't live 
                 on my own out there!" Once again, the waterworks started. 
                 Lynn 
                 sighed. Dr. Pastern would be past wondering what had taken so long. 
                 "I'm afraid we have strict limits on how long you can stay at 
                 the clinic. If you decide you don't want Conversion, and your parents 
                 won't take you, we need to contact one of your relatives and.." 
                 "I 
                 don't have any other relatives! All I ever had was mom and 
                 dad. I don't know anybody else except megachurch people and 
                 they'll be the same as mom and dad! They'd never help me!"
                  The girl really did have a gift for crying. 
                 "Hello?
                  Lynn! What's the holdup with our four o'clock....oh." 
                 Dr. Pastern was at the door, looking less happy than an hour ago. 
                 "We've
                  got a little complication." Lynn understated "Our four 
                 o'clock isn't sure she wants Conversion, but she also isn't sure she 
                 doesn't. She's had a little falling out with her... boyfriend. 
                 He left her. And... there are other issues." 
                 "What 
                 issues?" Asked Pastern, eager to have this resolved. 
                 "I'M
                  PREGNANT!" Screamed the sixteen year old. 
                 "Oh."
                  Dr. Pastern thought for a moment, then sat down on the edge of the 
                 cot on the other side of Lynn and Sharon. "Listen, shhhh, listen.
                  It's OK, it's not a problem at all, really." 
                 "How 
                 is being PREGNANT and alone not a PROBLEM???" 
                 "It's 
                 no big deal. Conversion changes the fetus as well as the mother. I 
                 promise you your child will be a perfect little foal when she 
                 arrives. I've seen it happen. I've helped newfoal mothers give birth. 
                 It's a lot easier than it is for humans. I didn't have to do 
                 anything, really. Honestly, it's no big deal." This should 
                 settle things, Dr. Pastern thought. A little knowledge goes a long way. 
                 "YOU 
                 DON'T UNDERSTAND ANYTHING!!!" This was rapidly spinning outside 
                 of Dr. Pastern's comfort zone. The girl wailed and wept. What had she 
                 done wrong? The information was accurate. 
                 "Doc, 
                 it's a little more than that. Seems she doesn't completely understand 
                 what we do here." Lynn let the child cry on her, as they sat on 
                 the cot. Her shoulder was covered in tears and snot. Great day. Just great. 
                 "She's
                  been here two weeks, right?" Dr. Pastern didn't understand. 
                 "She's been through orientation, right?" 
                 "I 
                 don't think she actually paid much attention or even attended the 
                 classes. Apparently she spent most of the time in this room with 
                 Tyler, and..." 
                 "Tyler?
                  Tyler Derichs? Our runaway?" The scenario instantly 
                 defined itself within Pastern's quick mind. "If she doesn't 
                 understand, we can't convert her. Bureau policy is really clear on 
                 full consent. Call her parents for pickup and..." 
                 "It's 
                 more complicated than that. Her parents are very religious, and it 
                 isn't likely they would accept her in this state." Naturally, 
                 Sharon cried even louder at this. Lynn patted her, as best she could. 
                 "Then 
                 call up her other relatives. We'll just move up the schedule and..."  
                 "No 
                 go. No other relatives. She literally has no where else to go." 
                 Lynn looked perturbed "We've got a problem." 
                 Dr. 
                 Pastern brightened. "Clinic 013 has a brand new Foeta-Stract! 
                 Give me a minute, I'm sure they'll let us use it. We can rip that 
                 sucker right out of there, and she can go home sans occupant. Simple! 
                 It'll take all of ten minutes!" Pastern smiled broadly. Medicine 
                 to the rescue! 
                 Sharon 
                 suddenly exceeded all previous levels of crying, and possibly the 
                 critical level for noise-induced hearing loss "Uh... doc, religious,
                  remember?" Lynn gave Pastern the kind of look reserved for bad 
                 dogs that leave stains on the couch. 
                 Pastern 
                 was puzzled. There were a lot of religions, none of them made much 
                 sense. Then she remembered that there were groups that had a problem 
                 with fetal extraction. She'd never understood that; surely nineteen 
                 billion people was beyond enough. But, there was no use talking to 
                 the religious. She knew that much. No room for discussion; arbitrary 
                 belief always trumped reason. That option was out. Dammit. 
                 Pastern 
                 was stumped. Bureau policy was clear: all applicants would be 
                 accepted for Conversion, regardless of age, race, creed, or any other 
                 factor. Parental consent was not considered an issue; this was a terminus
                  event situation. The only requirement was informed consent, 
                 except in cases involving abandoned children below the age of reason, 
                 in which case automatic Conversion without consent was authorized. 
                 The two week orientation was strongly suggested, but not mandated, 
                 which is why she had been able to convert the sudden new arrival 
                 Caprice at 2:00, based purely on personal judgement.   
                 There 
                 weren't any social services anymore, beyond the basic Worldcorp 
                 minimum ration, guaranteed to every human being. Three liters of 
                 potable water and 1000 calories of nanorecycled food product. 
                 Nanotechnology had made it possible to keep 19 billion people alive 
                 on the ruined earth, but that was all. The rest was up to them. 
                 Sharon 
                 could be turfed back out into the favela, and there would be no 
                 repercussions. It was the sensible, rational, logical thing to do. It 
                 would be the right thing to do, following Bureau policy. Her 
                 two weeks of orientation were up, if she hadn't bothered to attend 
                 class, then that was her failing. The Bureau was strict on this; 
                 after two weeks of orientation, it was Convert, or leave. 
                 But she 
                 could not ever have orientation again. Two weeks was all any person 
                 could have, ever. No repeats. No second chances. And it would be 
                 useless to go to another Bureau, anywhere on the planet. The moment 
                 anyone steps into a clinic, every detail about them is analyzed by 
                 the Total Security Doorframe. Their pattern would be transmitted to 
                 every Bureau, and that is all the information that would be needed to 
                 permanently exclude a repeat. 
                 The reason 
                 for this was simple enough; the Bureau devoured enormous amounts of 
                 the world's scant remaining resources, and the temptation for people 
                 to use orientation as a vastly better meal-ticket was absolute. 
                 Inside the Bureau was good, often fresh, often real food. Clean beds, 
                 Working toilets. It was a paradise inside any Bureau, compared to the 
                 hell outside. That was actually part of the plan; initial enticement 
                 for Conversion. The Bureau would not have that abused. 
                 If Sharon 
                 was tossed out those doors, she could only expect to enter them again 
                 for one purpose; immediate Conversion. 
                 However, 
                 this too presented a problem; Conversions were scheduled based on 
                 available resources, which meant deliveries of red cases to clinics. 
                 Caprice had been very lucky; bumping a Conversion schedule pissed 
                 everyone off and caused trouble with the Bureau. Supposedly, this 
                 would not be a problem forever; word was that serum production was 
                 being scaled up constantly. But right now, in the first year of the 
                 Conversion Bureaus, serum supplies were carefully regulated and not 
                 an unlimited resource. 
                 If things didn't 
                 improve, Sharon might find herself more or less effectively locked 
                 out of Conversion if she didn't take the option now. Lynn was right. 
                 This was a problem. 
                 "Lynn...
                  I don't want to see her hurt, you know that. But.. we have a 
                 schedule, I have to account for every conversion, and the Bureau is 
                 really strict about no-go applicants." Pastern checked the 
                 simple chronometer implant in the skin of her wrist "It's nearly 
                 six now!" Had they really been dealing with this for that long? 
                 Dinner was coming up. Roselyn was hungry, and understandably, wanted 
                 this solved. 
                 "Doc, 
                 Roselyn..." Lynn's face softened "...why don't we all just 
                 go have some dinner, hmm? Maybe with a little food in her, I can 
                 explain enough to allow her to make an informed consent. It's worth a 
                 try, right? I'm willing to take the time to do this." Lynn 
                 thought the world of Roselyn Pastern, but she could be a little 
                 obsessive about her job, as well as a little impatient for definite 
                 solutions. It was a trait common to the medical professionals she had met. 
                 "Alright,
                  I guess that's as good an idea as any at this point. But I'm going 
                 to bump the schedule if she can't make a decision by eight. Fair 
                 enough?" Dr. Pastern would have to deal with way too much crap 
                 if she didn't do a third conversion today. She'd have to fill out one 
                 of the lengthy online 'failure to comply' forms, explain all the 
                 details, and it could even result in a delay of the next red case - 
                 if they determined that she had 'extra' dosages left unused. It would 
                 be a mess. 
                 Roselyn 
                 briefly considered Converting herself. That would solve the problem, 
                 and she would be free! No more corporation! No more Bureau, no 
                 more forms and lists and schedules. No more corporate politics, men 
                 in black nanomesh carrying guns, no more lieutenants and generals and... 
                 The dream, 
                 the happy dream died. She couldn't escape. Not yet. She hadn't earned 
                 her passage to Equestria. Not yet. She wouldn't face Celestia with a 
                 stain on her soul. So to speak. 
                 Eight 
                 o'clock. At eight, someone was getting converted - that was all there 
                 was to that. Bump everyone up a day. That was the simplest solution. 
                 So be it. 
                   
                   
                 "Alexi?"
                  Caprice had finished her meal, except for one item. She had been 
                 amazed at how wonderful everything had tasted, and how different were 
                 her senses now. Things that would have been inedible as a human, such 
                 as hay, were not only easy to chew with her powerful new teeth and 
                 jaw, but had such complex, savory flavors. Every strand made her 
                 tongue go yum, and her stomach yearn for more. It was mere grass, yet 
                 to her new body it was more. But the apple.... oh, that was 
                 beyond good. "I thought that... we might share the apple together." 
                 Alexi gave 
                 in. It was clear that it would make Caprice happy, and that is all he 
                 wanted. "I would love to share the apple with you, pieni 
                 ponini." Caprice smiled at him, and it was like the room somehow 
                 became brighter. 
                 Caprice 
                 took the apple carefully in her mouth, and lifted it from her tray. 
                 This time, she was careful not to break the skin. She leaned forward 
                 so that Alexi could have the rare and imported Equestrian treat. 
                 Alexi 
                 leaned his own head forward, and bit into the apple. "Mmmm...Very
                  tasty indeed, thank you." As he straightened up, 
                 catcalls and whistles could be heard from other tables. Caprice found 
                 herself blushing again, a delight she had never experienced as a 
                 human. Alexi, she decided, was an interesting man. Far too 
                 interesting to remain a man. 
                 She put 
                 the apple down. "I like you, Alexi." She had never been 
                 anything but direct in her human life, she was apparently the same as 
                 a pony. 
                 Alexi 
                 studied her. "I like you too. You are very sweet, Caprice." 
                 "No..."
                  Caprice lowered her head for a moment, then met Alexi's eyes "I like you." 
                 Alexi 
                 laughed, gently. "You have only just met me. For all you know I 
                 could be the most terrible of people. But I very am honored that you 
                 would say that." 
                 "I 
                 have known terrible people. I know how they look, in their eyes, and 
                 the way they move. You are not such a person, Alexi." Caprice 
                 leaned forward. "Would you consider doing me a great favor?" 
                 "If 
                 it were within my power, I would move the moon for you." Alexi 
                 enjoyed grand pronouncements even away from his microphone. "What
                  is it that you wish me to do, my princess?" 
                 Caprice 
                 looked at Alexi with a serious expression "I want you to take 
                 the serum and become a stallion. I meant what I said." It 
                 was very clear that she did; her earnestness was palpable. 
                 "Just 
                 like that, after one meal, one date, you have made such a 
                 decision?" Normally Alexi would take all of this as some kind of 
                 joke, or flirtation, but Caprice seemed utterly intent. 
                 "I am 
                 no longer human. My heart is not divided, my mind is pure and primal. 
                 I know what I want. I know who I want." The peach-colored 
                 pony filled his view, for a moment, his world became her bright, 
                 green, eyes. "My wish will not change. I am allowed two weeks 
                 here, as I understand it." Caprice took a bite of the Equestrian 
                 delicacy, then placed it on Alexi's plate. "I just wanted you to know."
                  She gave a soft, gentle smile. 
                 Alexi 
                 looked at the apple, lifted it, and held it in front of him. He took 
                 a large bite. 
                 Loud 
                 sobbing interrupted both of their thoughts. Turning to look, Alexi 
                 and Caprice could see Lynn comforting a young girl. Alexi remembered 
                 that she was one of the applicants, but he had only seen her at 
                 mealtimes. He remembered her because She and Nathan were the youngest 
                 applicants in the entire group. 
                 Lynn was 
                 trying to comfort the girl...Shannon? Sherry? Alexi couldn't remember 
                 the name. She'd hardly ever left her room. He vaguely thought she had 
                 come in with her father or something. Why wasn't he here? He always 
                 sat next to her. The young girl said something while holding her 
                 belly, Alexi couldn't make out what it was. Lynn said something back. 
                 The two continued to talk, the girl between sobs. Alexi turned back 
                 to Caprice. She was staring at Lynn and the girl, her ears directed 
                 like twin satellite dishes at the pair. 
                 Alexi 
                 looked down at the half-eaten apple. He tried to think of what to say 
                 to Caprice, but first he needed to figure out what he actually felt, 
                 not always the easiest of tasks. He was attracted to her, somehow, 
                 that much he had to admit to himself. There was no denying that, 
                 despite the species barrier, pretty was pretty. But it wasn't just 
                 that Caprice was pretty, there was something that... 
                 Suddenly, 
                 Alexi realized Caprice was not at the table. Wait, there she was. 
                 Caprice was walking slowly and carefully on her new legs, over to 
                 where Lynn sat with the girl. 
                 Sharon 
                 suddenly found a head in her lap. The head belonged to a shimmery, 
                 pale peach pony. "Hello!" The pony said. It looked up at 
                 her with a huge, beautiful emerald eye. Wavy locks of gleaming, dark 
                 peach mane fell across her legs. "My name is Caprice!" 
                 Sharon found that she wasn't crying anymore. It wasn't possible to 
                 cry with such a beautiful, delicate creature in one's lap. 
                 "My 
                 ears itch! Could you... scratch them please?" The pony smiled up 
                 at her. Without thinking, Sharon found herself scratching the pony's 
                 ears. "Ooooh! That is soooo nice!" The pony called 
                 'Caprice' giggled. It sounded like music. 
                 "Could...
                  could you do the top of my head, yes, right there!" 
                 Caprice rolled her eyes back in animal pleasure, and Sharon found 
                 herself smiling. She couldn't help it. Caprice's mane felt so 
                 incredibly soft. Sharon began to pet Caprice, scratching and stroking 
                 her. This was the nicest thing that had happened all day. Her mind 
                 drifted, as she ran her fingers through the luxurious mane. 
                 "What's
                  your name?" Sharon was startled out of her sudden reverie. 
                 "Sh...Sharon." She had seen ponies before, of course, they 
                 were everywhere now, and during her last two weeks there had always 
                 been some in the cafeteria when she had come in with Tyler, but she'd 
                 never actually talked to any of them. She'd been too... 
                 busy... with Tyler instead. 
                 "Do 
                 you know what I love best about being a pony, Sharon?" Caprice 
                 said the words dreamily, as if Sharon's constant petting had put her 
                 half to sleep. 
                 "N-no."
                  Sharon scratched behind Caprice's ear. She'd read in stories that 
                 ponies liked that sort of thing. 
                 "I 
                 know that one day, I will get to live in Equestria, where it is 
                 always green, and beautiful, and safe - where everypony is 
                 kind, and gentle and takes care of each other. That's the rule 
                 in Equestria, and everypony follows it." Caprice opened her eyes 
                 and turned her head slightly in Sharon's lap, just enough to look at 
                 her a little better. "Do you know what the saddest thing about 
                 being a pony is?" 
                 Sharon 
                 shook her head. 
                 "Not 
                 having been able to have been born there. Not having been able to 
                 grow up there, surrounded by kind and gentle ponies, knowing love and 
                 beauty every single day. I would give anything if I could have just 
                 been born there from the start. Anything." Caprice had 
                 slowly raised her head while she said this. The look in her eyes, as 
                 she finished, was one of such intense sorrow that it shook Sharon 
                 from her own grief and made her want to hug the poor peach-colored 
                 pony forever and ever. 
                 "I am so...grateful...
                  to have been allowed to be what I am now. I have never been happier 
                 or more content in all of my days. I am just so... grateful." 
                 Caprice stretched forward and kissed Sharon gently on the cheek. Then 
                 she walked carefully back to Alexi, and sat down on her pillow at 
                 their low table. 
                 Alexi 
                 stared for a little while at Caprice, who was still intent on the 
                 girl sitting with Lynn. The girl and Lynn talked for a moment. The 
                 girl looked back at Caprice, across the Cafeteria. Caprice smiled and 
                 nodded. Lynn and the girl got up, and headed in the direction of the 
                 Conversion Room. 
                 Caprice 
                 got up, and suddenly Alexi felt a kiss on his own cheek. "Thank 
                 you for a lovely evening, Alexi." Alexi had no idea what to say. 
                 "I think I will go ask Bethany about what room I am to stay in. 
                 I'm a tired little pony!" Caprice gave a soft giggle, and 
                 trotted off, with more confidence this time. 
                 Alexi sat 
                 at the table. He finished the apple. It was such a good apple. 
                 Maybe the best apple he had ever had. 
                   
                   
                 "I 
                 mean it, Doctor. I want to be converted." Sharon was already 
                 undressing, Lynn had explained the basic procedure to the girl on the 
                 way, in answer to her questions. 
                 "I am 
                 glad to hear it, of course, but I am curious what changed your 
                 mind." Dr. Pastern had found Sharon to be allergen type B; she 
                 poured the right dose for her body weight into the last remaining 
                 white cup. 
                 "Caprice
                  talked to me. I like Caprice. I hope we can be friends on the other side." 
                 "The...
                  other side?" Pastern was unsure what she meant. 
                 "The 
                 other side of the Barrier. In Equestria. Where I want my... foal...
                  to grow up." Lynn helped Sharon up on the conversion table. 
                 Sharon lay 
                 on her side. She put a hand to her belly. "We'll run together. 
                 Through the trees. On green grass. You'll know what flowers really 
                 look like." The teen smiled. "We're ready when you are, Doctor." 
                 The 
                 Erlenmeyer flask now had 21 ounces remaining. Dr. Pastern carefully 
                 stirred the white cup in her gloved hand with a glassine rod. The 
                 viscous, purple liquid swirled and sparkled in the light. "Drink 
                 this, Sharon, all up, and then lay back down." 
                 Sharon 
                 sipped the cup. "It tastes like grape soda. Only bad." 
                 Pastern motioned for her to finish it. "All of it, you have to 
                 drink it all, right now." 
                 Sharon 
                 made a face, but finished the cup. "All gone." She announced. 
                 Sharon's 
                 eyes fluttered as she lay back. "Be sure and tell Capri..." 
                 With that, she was unconscious. 
                 The stages 
                 of ponification went normally during the fifteen minutes of Sharon's 
                 conversion, except for one anomaly; her abdomen became markedly 
                 distended for a while. Dr. Pastern and Lynn had seen this happen 
                 during the conversions of other pregnant women; Pastern had theorized 
                 that it likely represented a temporary increase in amniotic fluid 
                 surrounding the fetus, allowing more room for a secondary conversion 
                 process to occur. Lynn was of the opinion that it was a pseudo 
                 antigenic swelling response caused by some temporary confusion in the 
                 nanomachines as they determined what constituted the difference 
                 between parent and offspring, but the fact is that nobody really 
                 knew. It had been documented, there was no official consensus; there 
                 had been no funding allocated to study the phenomena. 
                 Sharon's 
                 coat began to grow in. Lynn had offered that Sharon would almost 
                 certainly be an earth pony, she had spent the most time with the 
                 girl, so Pastern had no basis with which to disagree. But Roselyn 
                 didn't like a no-contest game of 'pick the pony' so she chose 
                 unicorn, just to be different. 
                 Sharon 
                 ended up a bright orange pegasus with a straight-haired shiny black 
                 mane and tail. "She looks like Pokey! Except for the 
                 wings, of course." Offered Lynn. 
                 "Pokey?"
                  Dr. Pastern had no idea what the reference was about. 
                 "From 
                 'Gumby'? Old 2D show from before the collapse? They recently brought 
                 it back for the sixth time, as a holoseries? Orange pony made of 
                 clay?" Lynn rolled her eyes. Pastern didn't keep up with popular media.   
                 "Oh, 
                 yeah, of course. Pooky. Yeah." It was clear Ros had no 
                 clue, but Lynn wasn't going to press the issue. 
                 It was 
                 almost nine in the evening before Pony Sharon woke up. The anesthesia 
                 had strongly affected the poor girl, more than expected. Roselyn made 
                 a mental note to document that fact, later. Because of this, she 
                 decided to scan the newfoal, just to make sure everything was fine, 
                 which, as expected, it was. Pastern liked to be thorough. Not a bad 
                 trait in a doctor, Lynn thought to herself. 
                 Sharon was 
                 filled with amazement upon awakening. She laughed at her orange 
                 hooves. She seemed disappointed in her mane, though. She had wanted 
                 to be all bright colors. Lynn suggested that Equestria probably had 
                 beauty parlors, and that she could dye her mane. If not, they 
                 certainly had magic, so anything might be possible. 
                 There was 
                 a clop at the door. Lynn opened it to find Caprice in the corridor. 
                 "I wanted to check on my friend."  
                 "She 
                 just woke up...how did you know? She's been out quite a while." 
                 Lynn was intrigued by the timing. 
                 "I 
                 just... felt it was time to check on her. Hi there, little 
                 cutie!" Caprice's attention was now entirely on the still groggy 
                 newfoal. "What a beautiful, dramatic mane and tail! Wow!" 
                 "You 
                 really think so?" Pony Sharon tried to focus on Caprice with 
                 turquoise eyes. 
                 "Gorgeous,
                  little filly. You'll turn the heads of all the stallions. I don't 
                 have a chance!" Sharon giggled at that. "Guess what, little pony?" 
                 "What?"
                  Sharon had discovered her wings and was staring at them in 
                 astonishment "I'm... I'M AN ANGEL!" 
                 "Yes! 
                 Yes you are!" Caprice grinned up at Sharon on the table. 
                 "You're also my roommate! How about that! I've got an angel for 
                 a roommate!" Caprice did a sort of a little dance in place, 
                 clopping her hooves on the floor. "Heya, angel pony!" 
                 Sharon 
                 laughed in delight. "I need a pony name! Will you help me, Caprice?" 
                 "Of 
                 course. But first you need to learn how to walk. Later, we can think 
                 up names. Or maybe tomorrow. I've been kind of sleepy ever since my 
                 own conversion this afternoon. I had a cuddly little nap after 
                 dinner, but.." 
                 "You 
                 were converted today, like in this day, today 
                 today?" Sharon was goggle-eyed. 
                 "Yup! 
                 I was just before you. Happiest day of my life!" Caprice beamed 
                 at Dr. Pastern, and Lynn. 
                 "I... 
                 I thought you had been a pony for a long time already!" 
                 Caprice 
                 nuzzled Sharon's dangling hoof. "That's the second nicest thing 
                 I've heard all day. Thank you."  
                 "What 
                 was the first?" Lynn was ever curious. 
                 "Oh...
                  that's kind of private." Caprice was blushing as she 
                 peeked up through her peach mane. 
                   
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